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Dear Prince Charming Part 2

Hey you(:
It's been almost a year since I addressed you for the first time. I hope you're doing well, and I hope you're happy. It's funny to think that maybe I've met you, or maybe you're out there waiting to be found. I'm learning to not look for you, but to be the best person I can be so that one day when we meet or meet again, I will be ready. I want the kind of relationship that is anything imperfectly perfect. I listen to amazing songs about love and I think of the day that every single one will be about you. They'll be all about us. I'm still young, and I'm still growing. I want you to know that whoever you are, wherever you are, I think about you often. On all those bay days that nothing seems to be going right it's comforting to know that one day I'll have you to hold and to hug forever. "You're my air when I feel I can't breathe, catching me when I'm trippin' over my feet. We'll get through this together. You're my smile when I just want to cry, make it all better as you kiss my sad eyes. I'm giving you my forever." I will be giving you my forever and you'll be giving me yours. Isn't that a magical promise? Home will be where you are, forever. Again I'll remind you to stay strong. Please be the man any girl would be lucky to love, please be everything I need. More than anything please be worthy to give me my forever. I want it more than anything.
I love you, already.
-Shelby

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